i'm all about them, words.
Tuesday, November 28, 2006
- 12:00 AM
8:09pm an improvement
well i just received an sms about council meeting tmr. how wonderful. to be informed of a meeting the night before. not too smart especially when i've made plans. and not to mention that my holidays are packed full of activities. if you're gonna tell me about a meeting a night before, it won't be enough for me to make the necessary scheduling.
at least sji-sjab has requested for my services more than a week ago. even maybe 2 or 3 weeks ago. farhan classes are on tuesdays. now that i'm working, that adds on to the night activities. usually happens on fridays and weekends. but also on wednesday for this week.
so just in case you're planning some
last minute meeting or some event for me. i'm not available on weekdays 6am to 2pm (6am to 12pm on wednesdays and thursdays). not free on tuesdays and sometimes fridays. not free on weekends. so basically monday would be the best day to throw me some shit to do.
oh and the bolded 'last minute' above means like anything less than 2 days.
and for some who say i'm wasting a lot of time dancing, firstly, i'm not wasting time, secondly, i've got very little time to dance as compared to the june hols. so stop saying i'm not bothering about anything else in my life except for dancing.
ah screw i just realised thursday is grad night. and apparently we have to report at 2pm?!
shit shit shit. dilemmas dilemmas more dilemmas. never expected the hols to be so much more stressful.
anyway, i guess people would probably tell me not to talk so much if i aint got any good suggestions. well, for one i suggest that the big people up there from whatever organisation should inform everyone of meetings a lot earlier if possible. it'll also be best if there are fixed meeting dates and if there isnt anything to meet about, inform people of "no meeting" rather than "meeting tmr". that would make scheduling a lot easier for a lot of people i guess.
i've still got many many suggestions, they're all up here in my head. don't wanna spill em all out here. it'll ruin my franchise. =P
oh and some people might say that it's my responsibility to attend the meetings and all. well, here's an analogy. i don't think you'll be too happy a worker if your boss tells you on friday night you've got to come to work the next day. and if you say that's too bad it's an obligation for me. then perhaps you're right, but the problem lies in it happenning more than once.
gosh i still have got to wake up at 6:45 tmr morning for training.
i've got too many activities. dont tell me to give up dance. it's like asking me to give up money. and if you say i'm illogical, maybe in a few months time i can be earning some money dancing okay. and if you tell me to stop working, wont you be telling me to give up money as well. i'm not being materialistic here, i'm being realistic by trying to be self-sufficient during the hols so my parents dont hit the roof when my sister spends loads on clothes and when the pub bill goes up (which my mom was complaining about an hour ago.) not to mention how my family needs cash. (trying having your mom requesting money from you. doesnt sound too everyday huh.) so if you're thinking of how money faced i can get, think again please.
okay enough ranting. i can go on forever rationalising why i might
seem so rebellious to certain things.
time to sleep before i collapse of exhaustion tmr. try getting home at around 2am for two nights after working for over 6 hours without water, without sitting, and with a whole lot of carrying extremely large heavy trays and shifting tables. oh well, but who am i to complain huh.
stupid schedules, stupid screwed up situations. maybe that's why i value promises much more than meetings and upholding official activities. they're all so impersonal. promises are much more personal and so much more worth upholding. screw those hectic schedules.
