i'm all about them, words.
Monday, October 09, 2006
- 9:00 PM
angsty angsty
my 123rd entry. i have a fetish for nice funky numbers. haha.
i intended for this to be a happy entry, but i guess that's not possible given my current mood.
i refer back to the 6th october entry.
i need the release.
if only it were as easy as sending a letter of resignation.
if only it were as easy as walking out of a room.
if only it were as easy as disappearing.
i need to password my blog.
only then can i start expressing my thoughts more directly.
there are some things i really cannot stand.
and i'm compelled to correct such wrongs.
but sometimes given my limitations in power and will,
i end up suffering consequences, losses.
blame me for wanting to be some nice guy.
i guess it's some stupidity on my part.
maybe i should remain unaffected.
and just leave things be?
i empathise and support those who deserve it.
today was a good example i guess.
the opposite occurs for those who don't deserve it.
today was a good example i guess.
i can't tolerate some behaviour.
today was a good example i guess.
i enjoy the company of some people.
today was a good example i guess.
ah fuck la. shoot me down.
unproductivity sucks too.
let's see how things go tmr.
it's only been a few days,
and suddenly i'm missing the fun we had.
i need my dancing remedy.
lltc b coming up soon.
i can't wait actually.
i guess i'll miss some breakdancing sessions due to it,
but i guess it'll be worth it.
it's lltc after all.
i'm motivated to dance all of a sudden.
time to rock the beat.