i'm all about them, words.
Friday, September 22, 2006
- 11:00 PM
this time.
i've got my retainers. it hurts wearing them. rahh!
it's like having plastic around your teeth.
hold on, i do have plastic around my teeth.
2nd entry in a single day. i'm certainly not acting myself.
so i might say some stupid things i guess.
the exams have really taken my mind off a lot of stuff.
but at the same time, i feel so infantile.
it's like i try to see things in a positive light everyday.
so false, so deluded.
well, it's not that i want to stay depressed and emoted everyday either.
but i know i'm affected but i don't acknowledge it.
that's what bothers me.
everything may seem alright on the surface.
verbally, it has been said so too.
but is it really?
i can't find those words anymore.
i don't need to anymore, i don't even see many chances to use them.
but as always, i'm sure i'll be alright.
and i believe in the light at the end of the tunnel.
a screw. another freakin cliche.
oh well.
The lengths that I will go to
The distance in your eyes
Oh no I've said too much
I set it up
exams are almost over for me.
i guess i'll soon be able to seek some comfort in dancing.
yet i know that is but an escape.
after all, some dance to remember, some dance to forget.
i've been dancing on the tops of buildings.