i'm all about them, words.
Sunday, September 24, 2006
- 10:00 PM
just the mind.
sometimes i marvel at my own wit.
i'm feel so psychic, so in control.
desmond can vouch for that.
i sometimes just feel like i'm magic personified.
and as justin would put it,
genius.
was pretty tired earlier, so i took a nap before watching singapore idol.
i shouldn't have.
only today, i realised something about myself.
that making someone happy,
just makes my day.
like i said, i marvel at my wit.
desmond better thank me for that!
my smart move,
his great few hours.
so much for me leaving you there.
look who pangseh-ed me eh.
haha.
but never mind that.
i guess people around me must have thought i was crazy.
smiling at myself the whole time.
took the path through the park after i decided to leave without telling desmond.
i needed a bit of time to think.
a few messages from dania sure was enough.
thought-provoking.
the bus ride home entailed more than i expected.
i feel so useless sometimes,
but i guess i'll try my best.
i realised something about myself.
that making someone happy,
just makes my day.
maybe that's why
despite some people having no impact
nor contribution in making my life better,
they remain friends all the same.
i don't stand to gain.
but in truth, do we need to gain?
just don't see relationships as that.
what you gain is just the bonus.
i guess this is just another controversial topic.
worth some debate over?
i don't think so.
it's just my opinion.
i hope i don't sound too full of myself.
i marvel at my wit,
but i'm not boasting.
or at least i don't want it to come out that way.
i guess conversely,
seeing someone suffer,
brings me the same amount of pain.
it's much better to face
these kinds of things with
a sense of poise and rationality.
promos almost over.
dance is about to start.