i'm all about them, words.
Tuesday, August 29, 2006
- 12:00 AM
that black spot in my thought
HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEI KANN!life hasnt been easy since the start of the year. hopefully it'll all change.
on another note.
so irritable all of a sudden.
could call it mood swings.
out of nowhere, a sudden pain in my heart, a sudden black spot in my thought.
paralyzed.
if only all feelings could be concealed.
another reason why i hate the night.
there's so much time to think.
there's so much time to destroy oneself.
i guess when left alone, people just start to self-destruct somehow.
or at least it happens to me.
i guess this time i know what i'm feeling.
some part of me doesnt want to feel this way.
yet it's happening.
i'm mocked.
maybe i should just remain alone and sleep.
i dont think anything really matters anyway.