i'm all about them, words.
Saturday, August 05, 2006
- 6:00 AM
my lifre as a theatre production
one that loved not wisely, but too well.
Just a face in the crowd, wanna scream out loud, rescue me
you're everything i need, and i just don't know what to say
All i know is i feel this way, can't you hear my heart sing?
i've got about a week more to go in cambridge.
i've barely even survived this one.
got to know si jie from aj more today. apparently, he likes being alone and he's extremely introverted. and that's probably me during the first week. but the thing is, that's so not me, and i feel weird just being so quiet. then again, i find it so hard to express myself here cos there's just so much i'm trying to get out of my head. i'm trying so hard to get certain thoughts out of my head, but they keep re-appearing.
hopeless.
still trying.
i'm getting fat. well, at least i'm feeling fatter. ahaha!
on another note, these thoughts would seem to leave me alone.
recurring fears.
they don't fade away.
like shades of gray.
haunting.
losing myself.
falling back into that gray.
that thought:
what's been built up is crumbling.
alluding to the edges of rome.
the great nation somehow falls in every play.
one that loved not too wisely, but too well.