i'm all about them, words.
Friday, July 21, 2006
- 11:30 PM
sometimes it just doesnt pay to try to be nice.
rushed home for dinner, decided to stop by at dad's shop so it'll be easier for my mom and sis to meet us. ended up being scolded for messing up their plans, cos apparently my mom wanted me to go home to take a bath and stuff. whatever la.
today's been a screwed up day.
i'm sorry.
i guess nothing i've verbalised today has been through some thought.
no wonder i never even bothered to talk back at council meeting.
i feel like such a fool once again.
so much for trying to be a better man.
my eyes a shut tight.
i'm off to a place free from troubles.
my body and mind at peace.
laying still in the darkness.
savouring the silence of the night.
detaching myself for tonight.
today just isnt my day.
everywhere i turn, i hurt someone.
what's worse is there's nothing i can do to change the things i've done.
of all the things i hid from you, i cannot hide the shame.
there's no shelter from the storm inside of me.
perhaps i should just isolate myself from humanity tonight.
detachment has its advantages sometimes i guess.