i'm all about them, words.
Sunday, March 05, 2006
- 5:30 PM
sucky screwed up system
hoho. it's 1t07 no more. goodbye class for 2 months. isnt jc just great. they put u in a class, make u so emotionally attached to it, allow u to make such great friends. wow. it's been a great 2 months. but then JAE comes along and they separate the class again. how great. they create that chance for such great unity and then they put it under such strain. and worse still, the class may neva be together again.. well, at least not everyone will be together, cosidering some ppl going to other jcs, some choosing different combis, we're bound to go our separate ways and that's a reality, a painful reality to some. i love 1t07. and no, not becos of only certain ppl, but rather itself as a class. yes we haf our differences and the class politics sometimes rage, but i still love the class. mainly so becos of the diverse and sometimes clashing personalities in the class. watching the demographics of every situation, the good friends, the gossips, the hate aimed at certain targets, im reminded of the 4 years i had in sji-sjab. and not only so, im reminded of 404. in 404, we had ACDC... a club aimed at targetting 2 very hated ppl. same thing i see in 1t07.. haha.. just that there isnt any club yet. then there are the different cliques in the class. reminds me so much of 404. and all these are good things.. cos being compared to 404.. is being compared to the best class in sji. 1t07 has been a funky class... it's hard to let go.
im kinda dreading monday, knowing that i wouldnt be going up to the 5th floor, to that first class beside the stairs, meeting the ppl i've been in close contact with for the past 2 months. it's saddening. i've checked up who's in my group, and i noe none of em. and perhaps i sound offensive, but the names of the ppl in my group dont sound very funky to me. they all seem to be dead ppl.. and knowing me.. i cant live with that. i wouldnt like to go all ra-ra alone. well. kinda at a loss right now. suddenly cj doesnt seem all that much to look forward to. but oh well, i guess i can manage. haha. afterall, if life gives u lemons, make lemonade!
went to play basketball earlier. kian had initially intended to play for an hour. he was dead beat and drained after 5 minutes. ahahahaha! it was so hilarious to see him pant and wheeze. so we kinda ended our game after around 10 minutes and headed back to zhi wei's house. the rest of the day wasnt that much fun. just went to lot 1 with joseph and kian and we kinda killed time there. linus and cheekian and the rest of them seemed to haf drifted. kinda sad. oh well, next week is competition for our juniors, i guess we'll be meeting up again to support them. and linus' b'dae is coming up soon, maybe we can celebrate it then as well. make it a surprise? lol. i hope linus isnt reading this, else it wouldnt be too much of a surprise.
alrite. ending off. im praying and hoping for the best tmr. i seriously (SERIOUSLY) am gonna miss 1t07... seriously.