i'm all about them, words.
Wednesday, February 15, 2006
- 11:00 PM
is it me?
im wondering, after receiving an sms on monday morning, whether i shud reconsider and retrace my steps. then again, i guess i've went too far forward in my own life that i cant turn back, so.. im sorry.
these few days have been very.. well.. mind straining. a lot of decisions to be made. difficult decisions. my parents told me to make SA my choice. urgh. i dont wanna go there, but i dun wanna disobey, so oh well, i made SA my choice, 2nd choice! =P ahaha! well, altho i missed my chance at doing theatre, i guess i can always do it after JC, if dat's the intended path i wanna take. seems like many ppl arnd me r making such a fuss abt their choices for JC or other institutions. well, now dat it's all over, i guess the least we could do is to stand by our decision. only then will we not regret the choice we make, otherwise we might not haf the correct mindset to fully enjoy the school.
vday was cool. the only problem was dat i didnt like chocolates, so those ppl hu gave me chocolates, sooooo sorry. lol. well, one thing bad abt vday, i spent a lot of money! dat draws me further away from getting new clothes. lol. but i guess everything was worth it? no?
still sitting, waiting, wishing.