i'm all about them, words.
Tuesday, January 17, 2006
- 8:30 PM
dilemma - CJC
CJC has sure been fun, but soon i noe dat i'll have to consider on whether i shud stay on. these few days havent been too good for me i guess. shall not really reveal why la. basically it's becos of 2 ppl, but i tink one of em is settled. i mean, i just settled one thorn in my heart todae. the other one might take a longer while.
rough draft by yellowcard is niiiice!
Like a Saturday night I'll be gone
Like a Saturday night I'll be gone
before you knew that I was there
So you wrote it down
I'm supposed to care
Even though it's never there
Sorry if I'm not prepared
Is it hard to see the things you substitute
For me and all my thoughts of you
It's eating me alive to leave you
Maybe it's childish and maybe it's wrong
But so is your blank stare in lieu of this song
Maybe it's childish and maybe it's wrong
Don't wanna be, don't wanna be wrong
You're leaving me, you're leaving me in lieu of this song
Don't wanna be, don't wanna be wrong
You're leaving me, you're leaving me in lieu of this song
I'm breathing in your skin tonight
Quiet is my loudest cry
Wouldn't wanna wake the eyes that make me melt inside
And if it's healthier to leave you be
may a sickness come and set me free
Kill me while I still believe that you were meant for me
I'm finding my own words, my own little stage
my own epic drama, my own scripted page
I'll send you the rough draft, I'll seal it with tears
Maybe you'll read it and I'll reappear
From the start it was shaky and the characters rash,
A nice setting for heartache where emotions come last
All I have deep inside, to overcome this desire
are friendly intentions and fair-weather smiles
And I don't wanna be, don't wanna be wrong
you're leaving me, you're leaving me in lieu of this song
Don't wanna be, don't wanna be wrong
You're leaving me, you're leaving me in lieu of this song
Like Saturday night I'll be gone
Like Saturday night I'll be gone
Like Saturday night I'll be gone
Like Saturday night I'll be gone before you knew that I was there
definitely a setting for heartcahe (i've got thorns in my heart, of cos it aches). aniwaes, i guess our stage play is over, moving along.
im gonna keep that question mark necklace. it's mine now! =P.
im seriously running out of cash. considering that there's the class fund, class outing fee, so many breaks in which i get to spend more money. the notes in my wallet is rapidly depleting. declining population growth!
oh yes, we've got a funky lit teacher. he's very animated and very (i dunno if this is the word to use) gay. gay in both sense of the word. and our econs teacher is seriously full of cold jokes. i wonder if he'll ever run out of em. finally, i still cant stand the chinese teacher. maybe cos i seriously dont understand him and the language. lol.
the necklace is still yours whenever you want it. till then, i'll be leaving you in lieu of this song.