i'm all about them, words.
Sunday, December 11, 2005
- 11:30 PM
watch movie! what movie?
went out with the sjabbers + shen yang last thursday. the outing got quite stupid after a while. we spent abt more than an hour figuring out what movie to watch and where to go. dat's y sometimes linus makes a lot of sense. "must plan!"
went out with darrick, kann and pbear yesterday. bought 2 movies, the longest yard and radio. nice shows. dinner was exceptionally good. ate at carnivore. i guess the name of the restaurant is self-explanatory. lol. im sure we've all heard of free flow of drinks, but this is free flow of meat. tenderloin, lamb, chicken, beef. overwhelming. and their pineapples are gooooood. haha. they bring the meat over and slice em off a skewer. the knife is SHARP! each time they come to slice meat, it's like freakin me out. im wondering, what if one of them got pissed with a customer. pretty easy to solve the problem. urgh.
we were at borders before dinner. me and darrick were reading the guiness book of records, the latest one. 2006 is it? the covers are seriously getting shinier each year. it's so sparkly.. makes it look so corny. and some of the pictures in the book are really gory. shud be made an NC16 book. lol. seriously gory. woman with piercings all over her face. skin stretching. carrying weights with a hole thru the tongue. it's just deesgusting. amazingly disgusting.
im reconsidering on joining sjab. i intended to go on to be an officer at the headquarters. but then again, maybe i need to take time off the cca. it's taken away so much from me, it's abt time i rebuilt what i lost. im not asking for anythn back, just some alone time i guess. looking back, sji-sjab has taken a hell lot from me. yes, it did change me as a person, but still, a lot was lost in the process. at sec 2, when i was going for the competition, i made a lot of sacrifices. most of them werent worth making, but i still made em. many of em were very personal sacrifices, im not sure if i made the right choice. i guess i left a lot of ppl heartbroken/pissed/deranged? lol. and then it was sec 3. i had multiple commitments then. so many that y academics just came crashing down. took me quite a while to get back on my feet. and then being put in charge of sjab and all. the satisfaction and pride was there, but the responsibility.. i might not have been the friendliest person then i guess. to get things done, get problems solved, i made ppl unhappy, i made ppl flare up (wc? lol), i made ppl uncertain (roy?). we may have got the gold, but i've had some bad experiences. im not sure if it's worth it to go thru the same thing again.
dat will be left till another day to decide i guess. alvan tells me that kenneth n jiahao comin over to singapore frm malaysia tmr. now im wonderin if i shud go meet em. im not even sure if their comin. so yah. ima go check it out. definitely good to meet some old friends.
hols r beginning to get boring. need more entertainment. more action. somebody hit me!!